Sat, 06 Oct 2007 22:17:49 GMT

In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away. Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
-Meredith Grey

How true those words ring.

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 00:08:26 GMT

Boys suck.

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 20:50:02 GMT

I hate myself. Why am I such a loser? Why can I never do the things I ever say I'll do? Why is it so much easier in my head? I really hate myself for being such a weak pussy.

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